Saturday, June 24, 2006, 9:08 PM






I HAVE CHANGED MY BLOG URL SO KINDLY



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Thursday, June 01, 2006, 2:23 PM
hellos. my mood is down. yes my holidays are ruined. the adoption eggs are back too. sighh. it'll probably put more colours on my blog and yes cheer the readers up or something.. my schedule is so tight. im going to break down sooner or later..



there. the eggs are up. hope they hatch soon.

Monday, May 22, 2006, 3:11 PM
i hate my class. i hate msot of the people in it. i really do HATE them!! why must they treat me like this?! why must they treat us like the background-the air surrounding. they dont put our presence into consideration!! when they're angry, they just like to scream at us when we make a little but of noise. but when THEY'RE happy and THEY scream and shout. they dont even care about their noise level. they just continue laughing and screaming. and when we ask them to quiet down a little they continue to screama nd shout! THEY DONT CARE ABOUT US!!! i hate you all!! i hate you all to the darn CORE!!

yes! i know someone doesnt like me JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT DRAW?! HEY DRAWING IS MY FREEDOM! I DRAW ANYTIME I WANT. ARE YOU ANGRY CAUSE I DIDNT LISTEN TO YOU!? OR ARE YOU ANGRY THAT I DIDNT FEEL LIKE DRAWING! SELFISH PIECE OF CRAP! WHAT IS THE USE ANYWAYS?! WHAT IF I DID DRAW SOMETHING. WOULD THAT HELP?! WOULD THAT HELP IN THE CHANGE OF ATTITUDE IN BOTH THE REST OF THE CLASS TOWARDS US AND YOUR BEHAVIOUR AND WAY OF THINKING?!?! IT'LL ONLY HARM YOU AND MAKE YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE SUPERIOR AND THAT EVERYBODY WOULD LISTEN TO YOU! IM HELPING YOU HERE AND YOURE SAYING ITS MY FAULT FOR NOT LISTENING TO YOU!?!?

YOU PEOPLE ARE ALL JUDGEMENTAL!! DOESNT MEAN THAT I DIDNT WANT TO DRAW OR AS YOU THINK I DIDNT LISTEN TO YOU, THEN I WOULDNT LISTEN TO ANYONE! AND THAT IM IRRITATING OR WHATEVER. THAT IM A SPOILTSPORT!? WHAT HAS BEING A SPOILTSPORT GOT TO DO IN THIS SITUATION!? YOU JUST WANT THINGS TO GO YOUR WAY! YOURE THE TRULY SELFISH ONE HERE! NOT ME!

does it even matter whether i cry. does it even matter that im not there. does it even matter that i dont exist!? i think IT DOESNT MATTER AT ALL!! nobody cares! even when one of my friends was absent that time. nobody noticed her presence and they just marked her present. WHAT KIND OF ATTITUDE IS THAT!? YOU DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR OWN CLASSMATES. YOU ALL DONT. THATS WHY I HATE YOU ALL SO SO SO SO SO!!!! MUCH!! I HATE YOU ALL!! IM SO SORRY IF I EVER HURT YOUR FEELINGS IN THIS POST. BUT FROM WHERE I VIEW IT, YOU PEOPLE ARE HURTING OUR FEELINGS MORE THAN WE HAVE EVER HURT YOURS!!!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006, 7:39 PM

hellos! i must endure! endure. endure!! its one more day til exams officially end!! tmr's our chinese paper2. i guess im kind of nervous. they are adding in sentence structure and fill in the blanks! thats unfair~ other schools stick to the normal arrangement while we have to work our brains and try our best to remember how to write the words. ah im hungry. i havent eaten from 11am onwards. had sausage mcmuffin til now. lols oh wells dinner is soon to be here ^^

anyways i was kind of bored today. so i decided to draw and i managed to complete 3 piece although i loved 2 of them the most. i drew kyo<3<3! then followed by this girl on a broomstick which i suppose everyone would know her as a witch and the last is uotani tohru and hanajima. three of them together. ahhh! i guess its kind of nice?? [but not as nice as valerie's.] they dont look like them though =D but its ok. i'll post it up and show all of you.

oh yes im changing the blog address soon. so watch out for the relinking. =DD

Tuesday, May 02, 2006, 8:52 PM
hellos. i think im having flu! yes yes. although it was worse a few minutes ago when i had blocked nose. urf! anyways. i recently found this song - namidaboshi from black cat. its so funny. it reminds me of the ending theme of black cat. the characters were so funny! hahas. must watch it! as well as the ending theme!

today i went for piano lessons alone~ so scary. at first i didnt dare to press the doorbell. cause some people were there. like i think they were the teacher's family members. like so scary! so i walked around the block and called roxanne but she was still in the washroom. so i decided to press the doorbell! damn scary! i stood at the door at first. then my hands were like "trembling" as they reached for the doorbell. then i clicked it!! lols. i actually clicked it!!

it was so terrifying! after that i entered the room. the teacher was listening to the radio then she said "i thought you gave up" to me! oh no i gave her the wrong impression! lols. i missed so many previous lessons. i feel bad about it. oh no! im missing next week's one too due to exams. and it unfortunately falls on a tuesday. and wednesday we had science sa! stupid. i had to study for it. she said she may be putting me to an earlier slot on tuesday =O so scary! but i hope not =D

anyways i should end here. piano was scary today without vanessa[she had fever]. the grade six girl was so professional! *sobs* i think shes younger than me or same age. omg! *cries* i better go and sleep now. got to take panadole later. ok i really should end here today. continue the next time round. listen to namidaboshi!

Friday, April 28, 2006, 9:06 PM
as i am listening to this song i suddenly feel the love within our section. i cant believe im actually realising this only now and at this current moment. the truth is i love our section. i feel a sudden sadness and .. and .. something else that really brings turns my mood blue. i think this is the most colourful post i ever has. anyways i feel the love! even though there are various people showing off about their so called section love infront of me like almost all the time. which is probably just an act~ they're just lying to themselves. and lying to yourselves wont get you anywhere.

its just an act anyways. it'll end sooner or later. its only the matter of time. besides your so called bond is all an act as well~ so who cares. oh ya thats right. you took us as stepping stones. well i wish you best of luck of surviving throughout the rest of your life in your own world of lies. we tried to change and teach you. but you wont listen. so you'll only end up sobbing the crap out of yourselves. nothing to do with us. everything crumbles under your feet anyways. would you care for the presence of the stepping stones which enabled you to cross the river?

Sunday, April 23, 2006, 12:07 PM
sorry about not being able to update this for a very long time. i was kind of caught up in revising for the stupid exams. why have exams in the first place. not like anyone cares for the environment when we study geography. like anybody would put their heart to conserving our environment and saving our half destroyed Earth. Plus, like there is anywhere i Singapore to dig up for dinosaur bones. whats the use of all these anyways?? not like we want to become the emperor of china or look for those ancient egypt mummies or whatever.

whats the use for these subjects. i can understand for english chinese science and mathematics but the others?? what about literature. im so not going to become a poet nor am i going to write short stories of any theme using profound english. afterall my english is terrible. Whats the world coming to?!

anyways. i slept at 3+ am last night. that was the latest time ive ever gone to bed and the only time i dont feel tired at all. watched this weird show last night. something about some people being possessed by this "devil". oh wells i better get going now. goodbye.

love does not exist in this world anymore. does it? have you seen any love lately? have you displayed love lately? was it love or was it just a moment of highness that you act like you care for something or someone.